Lost

Lost: a word with many meanings. All negative.
Through this journey, of regaining myself, renewing, I have yet to see how it actually applies.
When asked, "How much have you lost so far"? I don't feel I have lost anything, I have gained strength, hope, freedom. I really do not feel I lost 50 pounds of fat...rather I have gained control. I did not part with these pounds unwillingly or unintentionally...

I am not going to speak of loss here, because I could. I could speak of how, I was lost and how through that loss, I gained so much weight. I lost so much of who I was, who I wanted to become.
I could speak of lost time, and opportunities.
Instead I will speak to what I have won...

How much more do I plan on loosing? I have no set plan to loose, only to keep overcoming, and achieving.


Psalm 30:2
O LORD my God, I cried unto thee, and thou hast healed me.