20 Pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have not seen this weight for quite sometime!! In fact, I do not think without sucking in my belly I could even see the scale! I can see the person I was, getting further and further away in the rear view mirror. And I am not afraid to look back. I am not going to turn to salt. That person, is not who I am but what I was. What I had become, because I allowed it. I am not going to pretend I was never that. I was. But even then I was God's child. His fat child. And even with the extra weight, he still loved me. As I know He loves me now. If He did not, I would be afraid to even glance back. But, I am stronger now. So, I am looking full on at that reflection, because that refection is not me, not anymore. And soon, the skin I am in now, will be discarded, and I will look back and remember being here now, not with contempt, but with joy for the journey.

Romans 14:17
For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.